Change is good

I don't think I am the melancholy sort. Not usually, anyway. But I've been thinking a lot about my life lately. I think it has something to do with the birthday.

Most of the time though, I am just restless and can't stand being the same or doing the same things for a long time.

So now that I am 30, I've decided to STOP doing a bunch of stuff that hadn't really been good for me.

• Wear heels. Damn those freaking blisters.
• Read or buy fashion magazines.
• Be bitchy about things, mostly people.
• Listen to people bitch about other people.
• Spend $5 on coffee.
• Drink coffee.
• Compare myself to that girl who works downstairs.
• Not cut my hair.
• Put up with crapshit behaviour, especially rudeness and childishness.
• Do something just cos someone says I must try it.

I'm sure I'll come up with more, but this will do for now.

I also have a list of stuff that I'll start doing. Why? Because I say so.

• Listen to more jazz. None of that Norah Jones crap.
• Spend more time with the dog.
• Own fewer things.
• What I own, I must LOVE.
• Live without clutter. Related to point 3 and 4.
• Help animals and women.
• Use my brain first.
• Practise consistency.
• Eat more.
• Pray.